圣诞音乐晚会 Christmas Musical Night

~欢迎前来同庆圣诞齐唱圣诞诗歌Let's celebrate Christmas with these joyful songs~

*平安夜 Silent Night*
*哦圣善夜 O Holy Night*
*来吧！铃声响 Come ON. Ring Those Bells*
*来到马槽边 Away in a Manger*
*普世欢腾 Joy to the world*

*and etc........

Hope to see you there~~

Date 日期： 06.12.2009 (Sunday) Time 时间: 7.30pm Venue Address 地址：Stadium Chinwoo, Jalan Hang Jebat, 50150 Kuala Lumpur.

Welcome!!!!

{For Non-Muslim Only}

毁容记

前几天在煮东西的时候突然间原本要夹起来的食物农跌了；锅子里的油却弹了起来，当时就烫到我的脚，手及脸！可是，一开始只是脚很痛！我却以为只有脚受伤。。被油弹到的那一刻，立刻把手上的锅铲丢到旁边的桌上，然后立刻用水冲冲！晚上才发现自己手和脸也被烫倒。。

现在我的状况。。

手还好啦。。

脚，下楼梯不可以太快，不然会很痛。。。



脸最糟糕！要见人的地方！！吃东西不能太快，不能太大口。。口一大就很痛了！！。。

当我的脸这样时，很多人一看到我就问我发生什么事？这让我想到，外表的伤痕-人可以看见！当我在前几个月至今所面对的问题如生活的压力，学业的压力，听了很多不该听的东西，知道了很多不该知道的东西！所有的问题，都是放在心里。不可以及不敢告术别人！当时心里充满痛苦及缺少内心平安。。在那个时候有谁看透我的心呢？？

我深信，主耶稣看透。。祷告的意念一致在我心里出现。。我不断的祷告！不断祈求。。内心慢慢坚强起来。。

亲爱的朋友！我知道最近很多人都觉得这个世界很没有希望？很多人都面对苦难！！您要有平安及喜乐吗？只有信靠主耶稣内心才有真真平安！我有了这平安。。 您需要吗？？

1st Wedding Invitation

My 1st wedding Invitation Card.. haha..

1st time i receive my own wedding invitation card in my life... so happy!!.. BUT, need to pay ang pau or buy present leh.. Nvm, becoz wedding is a good things...

Congratulations to Brother Joshua Leon and His Wife Sarah Ye... They will having their Holy Matrimony on saturday, 21st November 2009, at 11.00am sharp at Christ Church Jinjang Kepong.

Joshua is my churchmates, but recently he work in China... He is a good man and ok man... everything oso ok... A kind, helpful person!! can say is a Super Good Man lah.. really happy to hear that he going to marry...

I will post the wedding photos here next week... Pls wait and have a look..

Lastly, I wish that they can Serve the Lord in China and have a very good relationship with God.. May God Bless the new couple.....

2nd Semester

Recently, I am quite busy.. Busying with my church stuff and my study...

Now I am in my Advanced Diploma 2nd semester life.. recall back to my 1st semester, I feel like very weird.. Becoz, I was studying in a very stranger place... new enviroment and new classmates... feel like canot join into my classmates and always regret that going back TARC to continue my advanced diploma... BUT, now in my 2nd semester, i feel better... at least i try to join my classmates, try to talk to them.. try to make fun with them... I am trying hard to know more frens in my class...

About my study, I feel like same with my diploma life.. Like learn nothing in school.. many things have to learn from seniors, frens or learn my myself... How come TARC so bad ar... Our computer lab is damn poor.. many pc dun have the software.. and the lcd projector got a BIG BIG problem... the screen are to small... if not, the color of the lcd projector will run very geng!!... haiz.. but we sudah biasa.. tarc mah!!... Anywhere, I want to take this opportunity to thanks my frens who helping me a lots in my advanced life.. specially to Anson Chiam ,Bowie Liew and Chi Kit.. they really help me and teach me a lots... thank you so much.....

Brother Wilson

Mr & Mrs Wilson Lam

17.10.2009

11.00am

St Gabriel's Church, Kuala Lumpur....

Congratulations to Mr & Mrs Wilson Lam..

Same Topic -> ASSIGNMENTS

no good news... remaining, still got 4 assignment!!!

1. Web Techonology -> Malaysia Culture Web (Submision date: 17.08.09)
2. 3D Modelling and Animation -> Character Design (Submission date: 19.08.09)
3. Multimedia Design for E-commerce -> Webpage (Submission date: 21.08.09 if i not mistake)
4. Principles of New Media -> Motion Graphic (Submission date: 25.08.09)

All the best to myself and all AML1 students......

又难过又高兴

生命在于上帝！

说真的，好好的一个人可以在一脎那之间就离我们而去。。

我教会有一位姐妹，蔡姚佩霞姐妹于本月三号凌晨2点多蒙主恩召，安息主怀！我也时常有跟位姐妹讲话，开开玩笑。。就在她去世的前一天，我在教会还看见她！那时候，她还很好，很健康。。当我一知道她去世之后，真个人都傻了！很难相信，很难接受。。我相信不只是我，凡是认识她及收到这消息的都有同样的感觉。感谢神！因为她息了在世上的苦难+痛苦，回到神的怀抱了！

其实，这位姐妹有肾病，几年前做过手术！记得本年6月份教会有举办双亲布道会，其中有一段时间有让这位姐妹上台分享！！她分享神如何祝福她！！神为她预备了一个很适合的肾，等等！！感谢主，她有机会站在台上见证神！也感谢主，使用姐妹在神的事工！！

蔡姚佩霞姐妹=拿着雨伞的

蔡姚佩霞姐妹=最右边的

感谢神，蔡先生是一位非信者，可是蔡姚佩霞姐妹的追思礼及告别礼都是已基督教仪式进行。虽然蔡先生表面很坚强，可是我有一个感觉，我觉得，我相信他的内心是很伤心及难过！求神安慰蔡先生！求神的爱去感动他，让他可以认识神。。

但然，蔡夫妇的2位公子也很难过。大儿子很懂事也很坚强！！小儿子虽然还小，可是我相信他知道发生什么事情！我相信突然间失去母亲的感觉是不好受！求神一样去安慰及带领！让这两位弟兄在神的爱中继续成长！！

但然，佩霞姐妹的父母及哥哥及妹妹都很伤心及难过。。伤心难过的还有很多亲朋戚友。。 求神一样安慰及带领！！让我们知道，将来我们会回到神的家，一起相聚！！阿门。。。

至于我自己本身，也还蛮舍不得这位姐妹。。可是我觉得很安慰，我听到佩霞姐妹的哥哥说神带她走，有她美好的旨意！难过是一定有的，可是我们要勇敢面对！！我觉得很安慰。。

生命就是这样！神要几时带你走，没人知道！朋友，感恩你所有的！做该做的事情！！神常常与我们同在！不用害怕！！。。。

最后，愿蔡姚佩霞姐妹的灵魂和已去世的信徒的灵魂，蒙主怜悯，同享安息！阿门！！

Assignment要命！！

Assignment要命！！

so many assignments waiting for me leh!! like a mountain.. no mood to do.. Sometimes, i wan to do it early, so that i no need do it last mintues.. But, i really lazy.. always do the assignment at very last last minutes..haha!!

Finally i had submit all the moral assignment..

Now 3 more assignment waiting for me...
1. E-Commerce ->webpage design
2. Web Techonology->webpage design
3. 3d modeling->3dcharacter
4. New media->dunno yet (hopefully dun have lah)...

The most trouble and suffer assign for me is 3d.. Better you guys come and kill me... I really dunno how to do 3d.. how to use 3d.. becoz is very confusing.. and i seldom attend 3d class and even i go, i also not pay full attention.. so now, i need to start modeling for my 3d character.. but, try try n try.. still cant get it.. anyone got the tutorial or noe 3d?? and willing to teach me?? tell me.. i need your help!!!....

About the new media assign i had just submit.. abit not statisfy!! coz got some idea kena band.. becoz we did it wrong way, the thing we do, is not the teacher wan.. BUT no choice, have to do what the teacher wan!!.. actually, i think this assign is very simple.. but dunno why, i can do the assign till 5am and wake up at 8am and continue... haiz..
and abit not statisy about my final artwork, coz we print it out and mount it at mounting board.. the artwork got abit dirty and the mounting board abit not nice liao.. the bottom part "kok" jor.. haiz.. and our group's presentation also not good!!.. just wish that, i have another chance to present again.. to score my presentation marks... I think my groupmate present not good lah.. simple saja.. like not enuf details.. BUT i cant blame anyone, coz i dun have the brave to present.. not dare to present infront of my classmates.. wuhaha!!!... Sir, pls give me more marks.. becoz we put in mroe efforts in this assign compare with the previous wan!!..

But about the MORAL assignment for both informal and formal.. Thank you my groupmates.. especially Wai Leng.. He done a good job!!! I think he like doing everything.. i just help out in a very small part of both assignment!!.. For our formal presentation, will held on mid of august, we are the last group to present.. So, the teacher will marks more straight.. just wish that, we can do it better and put in more efforts to prepare...

Another 2 webpage assign, so far is still ok for me!!! will try my best to do it... so far, i only got the layout for both webpage.. need to start do it liao.. if not, rush again...

ok.. will stop here for this time!!.. just wish that, the next blog i upload, will have some good news lah.. good news such as, assign cancel, high score for assign, presentatation good and etc.. hehe

about study again

I dun like my life now.. I mean my Advanced Diploma life.. I feel very weird and very stress!! Always feel lonely and stress.. I really regret that i din continue my study last year!!! I understand, if i join last year, i will also feel stress.. BUT at least i only feel stress! haha.... I can still continue my 3838 life with my ex classmates and ex coursemates!!...But now, I can only say that I dunno how to communicate with my classmates. I feel that i am so quiet in class... Actually, that is not me.. I feel very weird.. cant talk is very suffer thing in my life.. haha... I dunno how to join my classmates, dunno how to invlove myself inside them.. Maybe I am shy?? haha... or maybe they are to close with each others, so that i not dare to join them?? I also dunno the answer!!! GOD, Pls give me wisdom to communicate with my classmates..

Yesterday, I quite enjoy my time with my ex-classmates!! Jacke find me makan after my class... then, we go find our ex-classmates which is my senior now... then we go lunch!!! but me and jacke, just minum saja lah.... I feel that my diploma class (u2) is the best class in my life.. Almost all of us knowing each and others...

I still remember that, during my diploma, i also always feel stress... But, I still can finish my diploma even got so many stress!! I feel that, i very geng leh... Thank you to my classmates and coursemates who help me, teach me, group with me (38n assign) and 38 with me during our diploma life...

BUT now, i always lack of confident!! I feel very not peace!! and always think to quit my study now!!!... I feel very no mood to study leh.. becoz of the stress?? or lonely?? i dunno the answer.... Just feel like want to go a new place that no people noe me, and start my new life there... BUT, I know I have no choice!!! I want my Degree cert... So, have to force myself to study!! work hard!!! do hard in my study!!!... 2 years+ only!!!! Bro and Sis, Friends, Pls pray for me!!!

买鱼

I feel like want to go a place that noone know me and start my new life!! do whatever that i like, talk whatever that i want... Why i got such thinking?? Recently, I feel very stress.. Stress in my study, in school, in church, home, anywhere and any place.. not only stress.. I feel that i hate myself... How come my communication so bad?? How come people treat me like "ah sei" or stupid?? Izzit my false???

Some people are so selfish.. they never think for me, do whatever they like, go whatever place they like, then pass all the job to me or give me some trouble, pass that "ball" me sendiri go senang and relax!!!.... really selfish!!!.... I really dunno why they want to treat me like dat... Because i easy to bully?? They din think for the fact of what they doing.. They just do what they want to do.... How come?? how come?? How come?? 做事不经大脑！讲话不经大脑！So hurt!!! I was trying my best to pretend nothing, just cool down myself.. But, I am sorry to God, I have no paitient!!! I will get angry very easily... 佛都有火！！sorry to said that....... Sometimes, i really dun understand THEM!! sorry to use the word STUPID to called them!!!!! STUPID! １明明还没正式决定取消某件事情，他们已经去答应别人另外一件事情！！
明明知道哪个日期已经不能，却不要早早开口！！（最终把那粒球丢给我，我去了某个地方４次了，都还没搞定好）就是因为早早不要出声。搞到这样麻烦！！
明明可以留下不要去，却死都要去（但没有你们，更好）！！
明明要他帮忙，却不要帮我（炸不知道，最后只好自己靠自己）！！
明明可以名正言顺的做某件事情，却要搞到鬼鬼祟祟（我觉得这件事最后一定有麻烦）！！

Actually, i purposely write it out.. I am sorry if i hurt you!!! But, I just want to express what i am thinking!!!... IF you think I am wrong, I got nothing to say!!!... IF you think you are RIGHT, i can only say u are SELFISH!!!!.... Just hope that YOU YOU YOU and YOU can think it carefuly what i said!!!!...

我病了

实在太佩服自己了，竟然可以在两天以内看完一套连续剧。在看着“仁心解码”。由方中信，徐子珊，黃浩然，岳華，蔣志光，張國強，洪天明，楊秀惠等人主演。。这套戏是讲述心理学。。精神病之类的东西。。。

看完这套戏后，我好像感觉自己有病。比如，焦虑病，因为我每次都回很担心一些事情。。想象力太丰富了！！还有一个病，我忘记了他的病名是什么，是讲道做事要很整齐。。就是说，东西不可以乱乱放。哈哈。。我真的自己有精神病。。 哈哈。。奉劝大家看这套戏之前，要有心理准备！！不要胡思乱想。。哈哈！！

为了看这套戏，我忽列了我的功课。。哈哈。。真的是很懒惰！！要多加努力！！加倍勤劳。。haha!!

部落 in 慢得林

好久没有写部落了！突然间好想写部落还很想用华话写，所以上来写写！！

我现在心情很乱，也不懂怎样好呢！很想放弃，回到以前的生活。想放弃现在的学业！我觉得压力很大，我明白无论读那一科，都一定有压力。。每当我要做功课的时候，我觉得很怕，很烦，不懂怎样开始，不知从何下手！！所以做功课的时候是最痛苦的时候，不但如此，还常常去烦烦朋友(Bowie, Soon Hong, Man Man 等人)，去求救，问问他们的意见，叫他们帮我，教我。。觉得很不好意思，常常去打扰他们！！觉得自己很没有主见！！可是我很谢谢他们，他们真的很乐意教我，帮我，给我意见！！这使到我很惭愧及无助！！大家明明Diploma都是同一个老师教出来的，大家学的东西都是一样的，为什么我什么都不懂，什么都不会呢？？为什么我每次都没有意见，没有自己主见？？ 我是否应该继续在这一行读下去？发展下去呢？？


上个礼拜考了New Meida 的 Mid Term, 太久没有读书了，太久没有考试了。所以，也没有什么读到！就这样上了战场！！当中有一提问题是6分的，我还以为那题自己可以拿完6分，结果我是拿不到！！昨天看会老师派回来的考卷，才发现，原来我也不知自己在写什么的！！哈哈！昨天当老师派回考卷时，我都不敢去看自己到底考的如何！！我以为自己大概可以拿到8分这样！！结果呢？？？ 太看的起自己了！！可能太骄傲了，我只拿了6.5 per 20.... 这应该是我在TARC考过最差的试！！ 这应该是在TARC的第2个不及格的科目！！第一个是Photography,也是考到很差，如果没有记错是30++ per 100。。。哈哈。。对不起老师！！。。

考到这样差，怎样去考final呢？？New Media，这一科，真的要命！！很抽象！！觉得很难明白notes, 很难回答问题！！但，谢谢老师，他愿意给我们extra class教我们。其实，这new media 老师蛮不错，只是有时很吓人！他会突然间叫名然后问你问题！！哈哈。。就希望自己在final exam 是可以考好，提高自己的CGPA！！ wahahahahahaha.....

不知不觉，上了Advanced Diploma已近8个礼拜了，感觉还是很陌生！！对班上的同学的很不认识，只是觉得自己融入不到他们！！haiz.. 只能怪自己不主动去融入他们！也只能怪自己，为什么去年有的读不要读？如果我去年继续的话，相信我应该是班上最吵的吧，因为diploma的时候，我也很吵！！哈哈。。。

lazy_lewei

Haiz.. I am a lazy boy... many assignment waiting for me...

Moral and Etika..
1st informal project
2nd formal project

Multimedia Design for E-commerce
1st Poster Design
2nd Web

Web Technology
1st Web

3d Modelling and Animation
1st Character Design

Principle of New Media
1st Artwork+rational

sienz.. but i haven do it.. I dunno how to do.. dunno how to start!!.. just hope that i can do it nicely.. score it.. hehe.. gambateh!!!

3D Chess Set Assignment..

I was submitted my 3D 1st individual assignment (chess set) last friday..

Today, i receive the result. I only scored 7 out of 10.. abit not satisfied and disappointed.. I tot i can score 9 or 10, but i was only score 7 mark.. haha... Too arrogant... I think that i was that good, but i am not... Is ok, i will try my best in next assignment... hope to score higher... CGPA 3.5 waiting for me.. hehehahaha...

New Phone

Thank you parents bought me a new phone!!...

Just to show off my new phone.. 3.2 mega pixel... I took some photos after my lecture class..... the camera function is quite good!!.. quite clear and nice.. you guys consider to buy it... hehehehe...

Praise God for His Blessing!!

STUPID DBKL

Last week, my car's tyre pancit twice... It happened on monday and wednesday... kena release the air... If i not mistake, monday, there is only my car kena release... But wednesday, many car kena... some car's kena release 1 tyre, some 2 and some 4... But praise God, my car only kena 1.. very luckily, if kena 2 or more than that, it is quite trouble... Thank you my ex classmates and ex coursemates, Thanks for their help on both monday and wednesday!!!....

Thursday, I think i was very smart.. coz i park to another place... BUT... haiz... this time, tyre no prblem at all, nice nice!!! BUT, i kena 1 saman from DBKL... 1st saman in my life...so stupid!! we are still student mah, how con saman us.. Now day, the DBKL so stupid lah.. they very rajin liao.. everyday come our school to copy saman.. so shit.. i saw a lots of car kena!! STUPID DBKL!~~~ to all TARCIAN, why not we stand out and complain to TARC?? anyone want to join me?? leave your message here.... thanks!!

Stress+Suffering

Now is 2.10am, Normally, this time i was watching, facebook+ing, chit chating.......... BUT, now, I am doing my assignment!!!.....

4th week in advanced diploma... Start to feel stress... a lot of assignments and exercise waiting for me... so sienz leh!!!!... almost forget the things i learn in diploma last 2 years... have to work hard for it...

Besides assignment, still got many waiting for me to settle...
church things, zhong ma things......... "fan""fan""fan"....

HOw come so many things to do wan...???
Anyone can help me??? hehe

"Black" Day

9 june 09, so "black".... When i fetch my sis to buy something, I lost something... I lost my HANDPHONE!! 1st time happened in my life...... so stupid!! I remember that, i holding my wallet, car key, phone and home keys and fetch my sis to buy something... When we reach the shop, my sis go and buy the stuff and i sitting alone at the car and waiting for her... But when we reach home, once i get down from the car, i was finding my phone, but i cant find it.... Then, i tot i din bring my phone.. so, i went into house to find my phone.. but i cant found it, so, finally I called up my phone, but there is no connection.. Then, i try to find again in the car, still the same... i cant find it....so stupid!! when i lost my phone i also dunno... BLURnya...
But I think, my phone was drop when I am on the way to my car.... and kena collect by someone... That wat i can guess...

Pls dun be so blur like me.. wake up everyone!!!...

A requirement...
I apply back my previous number 016-375 1020 and I hope that I can collect back as many contact number as i can.... Pls send me your latest contact number and name through sms, call, email, msn or facebook (PLS DUN REPLY HERE).... Thanks a lot.....
I apologized for any inconvenience caused...

8 June 2009

Finally, I submit my student fees for 1st sememster. Actually, due date for me to submit the fees is on 22nd may.. haha... Praise God, after i praying to him, I feel like i want to study.. so i just submit the fees... after i submit, i feel nothing.. I believe God will lead me...

This morning, i suspose to have my moral class on 9.30am to 11.00am.. But, our time table (my class's time table) is written 10.30am to 12.00pm.. so, most of us attend the class around 10.15am.. Kena shoot by the lecturer.. Coz, last monday, no one attend her class too (becoz the moral time table release last monday).. so, all of us tak sempat to attend lah... The SSH office really stupid lah.. time table also can make mistake... everything so slow.. time table slow, result slow.. apa pun slow lah.. stupid stupid stupid SSH...

I facing a problem now.. so far, i have no fren in class leh.. so cham.. haha.. maybe i am shy.. so i dunno how to communicate with them... but i will try my best to know them well lah... but thanks God, I found my groupmates for moral assignment... haha.. Just hope that i can do better than Diploma time lah... Serious than Diploma, Mature than Diploma.... everything better than last time lah....

Actually, for this sem, i worry about 3d modelling.. I dun like 3d and i cant catch wat the lecturer teaching loh... for me, dis subject is very hard lah... but, I promis myself, will try my best for everything in this sem... PLS PRAY FOR ME!!!..... I want my CGPA in Advanced Diploma higher than 3... Hopefully can score 3.5.. haha............
STUDY HARD! WORK HARD! PRAY HARD! DRAW NEAR TO GOD HARD!

Why??

Sunday again... time with God.. time to back to church with God....

This morning, i was leading the praise and worship in church. I am quite enjoy the time... i worshiping my Lord with fully heart... actually, all the time i leading the worship, i got the same feeling...

But, I got a question to ask....

How come when I am a congregations, I cant do so?? I cant praise and worship my Lord with my fully heart... Sometimes, my heart will "fly" away or sometimes i我ill influences by other people.... How come i cant fully praise and worship my Lord when i am a congregations?????
anyone can answer my question???

又是星期天，与神亲近的时光！回教会敬拜的日子。。

今天早上，我在教会带领敬拜赞美。我很享受敬拜的时光。我全心投入的敬拜。。。 其实，每次当我带领敬拜赞美诗歌的时候，我都很投入的敬拜。。

但是，我有个问题。。。

为什么当我是会众的时候，我不能全心投入的敬拜赞美上帝呢？有时候我的心不知道会“飞”去那里。。有时候我会受别人影响。。。 为什么当我是会众时，我不能全心投入的敬拜赞美神呢？
请问有人可以帮助我回答这个问题吗？

St Mark's Church 2nd Children Camp

St Mark's Church, Children World 2nd Children Camp was held on 30th May 2009,

Saturday at 8.30am till 4.30pm, at St Mark Cozy Home...
The theme for this camp is RESPECT!!

Opening + Praise & Worship

Theme Talk Section

Lunch

Handicraft Section

Games Section

Closing + Prize Ceronomy

A Million Thanks to :
1. Deacaness Dorinna Ng
Thank you for giving me this opportunity to incharge and organise the camp.
Thank you for her trusting.

2. Karen Wong and Clarence Wong
The main teacher for the theme section. I feel sorry to them, because I pass the
materials of teaching to them 2 days before the camp. Both of them also help me
alot in preparing games and others stuff. Both of them also the committe for this
camp.

3. Esther Lew & Ande Lim
The help me a lot in t-shirt design, t-shirt painiting and handicraft.

4. Magdalene Teon
She also help out in painting the t-shirt.. and incharing the praise and worship
during the camp.

5. Sofea Lee
camera women for the camp...

6. Rebecca Lee & Zhi Xuan
Helper in the camp. Help us to take care of the students....

7. Aunt Mary Teon & 段姑娘
They encourage and invite their students to join this camp.

8. Rev Canon Peter Chiang & Rev Charles Ng
Pastor of St Mark's Church and adviser for the camp..

9. Mrs Leon
Preparing lunch for us..

10. Brothers and Sisters
help out in money, praying and others.......

11. Last But not Least (the most important)
Our Lord Jesus Chirst...
thanks for his guilding and leading...
I really feel sorry to him, because everything i do it in very last minutes....

may God Forgive me...

Praise God for a successful camp!!

3rd day in Advanced Diploma

Today I having Moral and Etika class at 8am.. It was a big class, there is 8 courses combine class... I having this class with my churchmates, Magdalene.. So after the class, both of us went to canteen to discuss some church thing......

After that, I was on my way to DK ABF to attend my lecture class.. I saw my diploma classmates and coursemates... We chit chating for a while.. then my SENIOR (ex classmates+coursemates) talk something about the subject that i have to studies and things about lecturer... give me some time to prepare my heart lah.. haha!!! you guys understand what i going to share???

Talk about lecturer.. most of the lecturer teaching me this semester, i din meet them before... but i heard my senior said something about their things lah.... actually every lecturer got the same problem loh... TEACH VERY FAST!! quite hard to understand.. have to study myself..work hard! study hard!!

Still the same problem.. I really dunno how to communicate with my classmates.. dunno how to say lah... I feel that, they totaly different with my class last time.. They can ask question or give their idea when the lecturer is teaching.... So dare, they do that..... But, I am quite appreciated... Just hope that, i can know more about them lah.... haha

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!

1st Day in Advanced Diploma

Today 1st June 2009, my 1st class in advanced diploma in tarc..
1st. WEIRD
2nd. TAK BIASA
3rd. LONELY

Things that I NOT doing since I graduate last year...
1) Attend Class
2) Examniation
3) Presentation
4) Copying Lecture Notes
5) Seldom Holding Pen
6) Brainstorming about Assignment
7) Revision
8) Assignment
9) Listen what Lecture Teaching
10) 38ing with Classmates
11) Take Crazy Photos with Classmates
120 Lepak+ING

etc.... etc.... etc......

I really tak biasa go back to study life, new classmates and new lecturer... weird weird.. dunno how to communicate with them... so, i feel very very very super loney today, feel like want to quit my study.. miss my diploma life.. miss U2 classmates....
wahaha.. seriously, I still dunno how.. still dunno wanna continue study or find a full time job!!!.. still praying!!! pls pray for me.. God, Pls guide my way.. tell me which way to go....

today also a suffer day for me... 1 year din study liao.. so really tak biasa... Today I walk from TBR to Block V, Block V to DK, From Dk to TBR, TBR to Lab... wah.. long time did not walk so long liao... last time, i walk with whole gang, chit chating, 38ing, playing.... But today, I walk alone.. haiz.. but i believe that if i continue study there, i wont be walk alone anymore.. coz i will noe new frenSSSSsssss mah... wahahahahahaha.........

Just hope that (If I Continue Study in TARC)
1. Work hard for all assignment
2. Paying attention when lecturer teaching
3. Study hard for examination
4. Score good result
5. Know more new Friends
6. SENIOR not bullying me... (TEACH ME MORE)... haha
7. Good Assignmentmates

...........TARC or JOB???..........

Mother Day 2009

Mother Day 2009, the day i hate the most... hate it soooooo soooo soooo soooo much...

10.05.2009, Sunday...

I was over sleep that day, so.. I was late to church.. very rush.... "fly" to church.... got abit kena scold like dat... heart not shuang.... then... kena "gek" by someone.. super super super angry!!!........ Actually i was incharge something that day... But someone changed a little bit of the program without inform me and my partner..... Suddenly announce the new thing, then.. me and my partner haven prepare...kelam kabut.... no choice.. have to do it even kelam kabut... my heart very very very bu shuang... feel sorry to GOD..... how come can like dat?? cancel liao just inform us mah.. ANGRY... I HATE LAST MINUTES WORK...

Beside that, my tooth very pain.. toothache.. cant concentrate in church... very suffer...

then i saw a 3 year old girl, playing with his brother when we doing a very serious... i cant tahan myself, then go scold her until she cry very loud... many people thing that i am wrong.. should not scold her... becoz she still young... i not agree.. we should teach them since they are baby............. SOOOOOO SOOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOOOOOO DISAPPOINTED......... I AM RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........................................................

then having meeting... a very stupid meeting.. everything rush rush rush.... next time pls find a free time for meeting lah.......

I very very angry... i HATE myself.. dunno how to say lah..

Around 4 something, i went to sg buloh for another service... luckily, i feel peace there.... thanks god... no stresssss, no need see people face....

At night, we having family gathering, we having a small mother day celebration.. quite ok that time lah.. quite enjoy with my family members.. Thanks God for the momment..
Praise God, today, i heart 2 great sermon!!!...

U2 Gathering!

wahoo.. Finally, I meet up my college classtames.. miss them very much.. last friday we having gathering at telephone steambot restoron at Genting Klang, after that, we went to pavilion for our 2nd round... haha quit fun!!..

Celebrating Lemon's 2x Birthday..

May Kim, Lemon, Bowie, Lai San, Ah Pro, Myself

Ah Pro, Simon, Jacke, Myself, Bowie, Lai San

If you need to watch more photos, Please watch it at my facebook!!. Thanks

TWO STUPID

few days ago, when i was in the petrol station for refill my car's petrol, I saw 2 very stupid guys... There was 2 chinese young guy, driving a proton car... they stop the car beside my car, and refill the petrol... The driver was leaving the car and pay the money and then refill the petrol without swift off his car engine.... besides that, another guy sitting beside the driver seat lagi stupid... He playing games with his handphone.. during the moment, i think that how come malaysian so stupid wan.... Is a very common things.. no engine, no handphoning in petrol station... mempermalukan chinese people....

Lent..

Lent Season..

should be draw near to God, devotion, praying, fasting and so on..
But, i seldom do it.. May God help me..

I want to draw near to Him..
I want to Love Him more..
I want to Serve Him more...

work for Him.... Amen....
PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!!

Selfish

S E L F I S H...

Finally, i believe that human are SELFISH including myself.. Noramlly, we only think for ourself, we seldom think for others...

Recently, I face many problem such as relationship with God, relationship with friends, relationship with family members, my studies, my future and so on... I feel very stress, sad, depress.... Besides praying, i cant do anything... i trying my best to change, trying my best to tahan tahan tahan... But i cant do so... I can tahan infront of the people, but after that i will scold him or her in my heart... How come they cant think for me?? How come they cant tolerant?? Sometimes i feel that i kena bully... everyone like “洗人不晒本" (read in cantonese)....... 人家做的什么都可以，我做的就谈3谈4。。 I was trying my BEST to be a good child, good friend, good brother, good cousin, good nephew infront of my God, parents, siblings, cousins, friends, uncle, aunty and so on, but i cnat do so.... maybe i dunno how communicate with them..

我时刻需要主

我时刻需要主亲爱之神
世无其他柔声能安我心
我需主我真需主时时刻刻需主
求主此刻就施恩我来就主

我时刻需要主试诱难当
主若常在我旁便能抵抗
我需主我真需主时时刻刻需主
求主此刻就施恩我来就主

我时刻需要主苦乐一心
主若不与我亲虚度此生
我需主我真需主时时刻刻需主
求主此刻就施恩我来就主

我时刻需要主愿明主旨
但愿由我完成丰富应许
我需主我真需主时时刻刻需主
求主此刻就施恩我来就主

我时刻需要主至圣至神
但愿与主合一团契永恒
我需主我真需主时时刻刻需主
求主此刻就施恩我来就主

阿们

Such a long time i din attend the sunday service at St Francis's Church, Sg Buloh.. Finally, i went there for service yesterday.... members there is not that much, very very little.. normally a sunday service, there are only 7 to 10 peoples.. including pastor, pianist and congregations.. yesterday, when they sing this hymn.. I feel very touch.. even there are only 7 peoples, but they sing very loud.. once they sing 我需主我真需主时时刻刻需主, i can feel that they really need God.. need it all the time... thats remind me, I also need God all the time.... Praise God!!..

我时刻需要主,时时刻刻需主!!Amen...

6ASOD

6th Anglican School of Discipleship Training
Date : January 2006 to February 2006
Venue : Christ Church Ipoh

28 of us...
1. Janice Poi
2. Rebecca Lim
3. Joyce Teoh
4. James Yeap
5. Paulynn Lim
6. Victoria Phang
7. Polin Ooi
8. Timothy Gan
9. Titan Yam
10. Jason Lim
11. Wan Shin
12. Michael Poo
13. Elizabeth Poi
14. Joshua Ng
15. Yun Shin
16. Yoon Zhen
17. Hui Yu
18. Wei Wen
19. Daniel Pua
20. Yu Xuan
21. Seng Lam
22. Pei jun
23. Grace Han
24. Jing Ling
25. Natalie Tham
26. Joanne Ng
27. Peter Loo
28. Simon Lee (myself)

Crazy Photos...

James, Paulynn, Victoria

Wai Heng, Jason, Timothy

Joyce, Michael, Huai Mei, Seng Lam, Me, Wei Wen, Wan Shin

Me, Ah Mao, Michael, Natalie, Jin Ling, Rebecca



Orang Asli Mission....

Me & Seng Lam

Convocation...

Our Magazine...

My article on page 51



Reunion...

51st Diocese Chinese Youth Camp, year 2006

52nd Diocese Chinese Youth Camp, year 2007


53rd Diocese Chinese Youth Camp, year 2008

I miss my discipleship tarining life very much...