Wednesday, October 20, 2010

耶穌我需要你

我觉得这首歌写着我的心声。。分享给大家!

加油篇

为什么人总是放不下心中不愉快的东西呢?我是在说我自己。。我很想想上帝一样,爱人如己,爱那些曾经伤害过我的人。。可是我做不到。。
活了20多年,现在才真正了解到这个社会是真的很现实的!!有时候表面很坚强的我,只能骗得了自己那么一下。。在真正一个人的时候,满头脑就会出现一大堆很消极,很hurt的东西。。我不想这样。。我觉得很累。。。只能告诉自己坚强一点!!然后凡事依靠那为爱我的神。。

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Give Up!!

Recently, feels very weird.... I have no more energy to study.. no mood to go school... Maybe, my time table is too fee, 2 subject plus a fnal year project for this semester.......

Final sem liao, so many things have to start now... Yesterday i receive an email from my classmate, it written what to do, what to prepare for coming presentation and work... at the moment, my mind is thinking can i give up my study?? I feel that, i have no more interest, no direction, no idea in this multimedia field... and recently many things happed, i realize that, in this world, many kind of ppl we will meet, especially those fake fake one..... I don't know how to talk about them.. I am quite dissapointed with someone........

God, pls help me!! no matter what is happening, no matter how suffer, I want to finish my Advanced Diploma..... LEE LE WEI, pls cheer up and work hard for this Final semester... same to Ivy Lee, Sidney Foong, Tony Liew, Xiu Qiu, Ballack Chan and all my classmates and coursemates!!!