Working or Studying?

Working or studying?
I'm asking this question to myself.

I'm still remember an afternoon on January 2011, I was sitting for my Advanced Diploma's last exam paper. The day before, I was so suffering because I'm having my last exam paper which is Cyber Law the next day. A lots of stuff needed to memories, law, cases, example and so on. But I told myself, this is the last paper I sitting in my life, so I have to work hard to complete the exam, I promised myself not to resit this paper. Thanks and Praise the Lord, I passed.

Same as a night on August 2011, the day before I submitted my degree's final year project. I'm working so hard to do my FYP. I also told myself to work hard and put more effort, because this will be the last assignment in my life. I'm still remember, i keep on edit here and there which I hope I can scored well. In the end, I scored C+ for this subject. Even this is not a very good result, but I feel proud of myself, at least I tried my best and work so hard..

I taught my study life like doing assignments and sitting for exam were ended. BUT, I'm wrong. I choose  to become a government's teacher. I need to attend class during the school holidays. I need to sit for exam and doing my homework during the school times.

So..

Am I working or studying?
I'm questioning to myself...

School works can't finish, rushing syllables, somemore the school's management arranged a lots of activity and talk in this times. How can I finish all my work?

Assignments come one by one. The subject haven start to teach but we need to start doing our homework...
If I can score well in this program (Teacher training program), I will call myself superman.. Haha..

Feel like assignments marathon now.. haha..

I'm not complaining anything. But I just need to tell myself, this is the way I choosed, I have to be responsible and try my best to complete the task. The most important thing is, I believed that God is with me all the times, Amen..

1st Quarter of 2013

1st day of the year, went to Genting Highlands with my cousins..

CeYon, CeRou, Aunt, Myself, LeKai and Olivia

Family potrait shoot before my cousin going back UK

2nd day of the year, It is a brand new year.. School Opening~
My 2nd year teaching life start ~ It is a very challenging life..
Teaching Bahasa Malaysia, Bahasa Inggeris and Pendidikan Jasmani~
Wow, all the best to my students~ hahaha


7-10 January 2013,
Back to student life..
Majoring in Pengajian Bahasa Melayu (SJKC) at Institut Pendidikan Guru Kampus Pendidikan Teknik, Bandar Enstek...

26 January 2013,
Himpunan Guru Muda 1 Malaysia,
I'm very lucky and selected by school's management.. I have choosed to this event...

10-24 February 2013,
Ulala Chinese New Year 2013~

Lou Sang during Reunion Dinner

Family Potrait

Cousins with Grandma

Visiting to Grandpa's palce

Malacca with family members

2013's ang paus~

19-21 March 2013,
These 3 days, my school having volleyball competition among class..
I'm one of the teacher who in-charge of volleyball.. So, I have duty during 20 and 21 March..
This is my very 1st times to become judge in sports~ haha, thanks to other teachers and my students who helped me a lots in this..


23 March 2013,
A mini gathering with my uni friends..

JoeJoe, XiuQ, Ballack, ChiKit and Myself

Last week of the March 2013,
This is a holiday weeks, but I have no holidays, because I need to attend my teacher training class..
This times really back to studies life, we having our class 8 hours per day (From Monday to Saturday)..
Such a tiring week..

Student ID

My Classmates
3 guys of of 29~

Last day of the March 2013,
Such a meaningful day that the last day of 1st quarter of the year 2013 end with Easter Sunday~
The day we remember the risen of our Lord Jesus Cross~
This day, as usual.. I went to church for service~
After that, we went to park for celebration with the church kids and youths..

Time Flies

When I saw Sheimy's wedding photos, I recall back my diploma life~ It was so memorable.. My diploma times, from 2006 to 2008, It is about 7 years ago.. Wow, we are getting mature~

DML U2, Diploma in Multimedia Design, tutorial group U2

When I watching back all the old photos, Wow, I'm so slim at the moment.. But now, haiz.. Keep eating and lazy to do exercises.. My body become very "fit".. hahaha...

Still remember we rushing our assignments? Recording videos, sounds? Doing websites, design, flash and etc.. Wow, such a memorable times.. Having our brunch, lunch, tea times during our break times? walk here and there in the college.. Even go to K during our break and rush back to class.. BUT now, all this life was become history, we can just store it in our mind and even wrote down in our diary... Everyone was steeping to the social university.. Some even more high tag, Social University in Singapore~

I believe everyone of us are praying hard or wishing to go back to the moment, BUT, it will not happen anymore, we can only dream it.. Last times during studies times, we wish to work, BUT now when working, we wish to go back studies times? This is human~ It is normal, when you never touch the things, you never know the feeling~ Friends, lets work hard in our career.. Lets wait for our reunion bah~

21世纪的家长

在过多一个月多，我就在民众华小服务一年了~ 回想起这一年在民众的生活，我觉得自己成长了不少，成熟了，懂事了，明白做工的困难及烦恼~

以前，我总是认为打学生，骂学生是应该的，因为他们这班小瓜就是会惹老师们生气。那里知道，打学生也会带给自己伤害。家长们无理得到校吵闹，校方的不体谅等等，这些都让我有想放弃的源头。但是，我从失败，从责备中勇敢站起来。现在，我不敢处罚学生，甚至也不想打学生，因为我也很怕将来的老师乱乱处罚或鞭打我的孩子，我也很怕面对野蛮的家长~ 或许，我是怕死吧，所以经常都以讲道理的方式处理。记得，以前有位副校长告诉我，一个成功的老师，不是你以你的威严让学怕你，在班很安静，可也准时交上；而是，学生把你当成朋友一样看待，大事，小事，有事，没事都向你报告，很爱上你的课。我想我不知道要等到几时才成功作为一位成功的教育工作者。


学生！我觉得现在的学生都很无辜。每当在教关于家庭或家人的课时，都有学生告诉我说他们的父母亲已经离婚，不然就是没有时间陪伴他们。我听了我也不知道要怎样回应他们。婚姻对于我来说是个很神圣的一件事情。一旦选择在一起生活，就是一生一世~ 我不明白为什么现在的人可以乱乱来？生了不理，结了就离~ 请问你们有没为孩子想想？如果将来的孩子都以你们这些家长为榜样，我真的不敢想象10年后的世界会变成怎样。

无知的人啊，醒醒啦~ 想清楚才决定做好事不做，世界会更美好~

Matta Fair的故事

最近常看见Matta Fair的宣传~ 飞机票的小折扣，大折扣~
我亲爱的Filla们 Chi Kit, Yong Jun, Ivy, Xiu Qiu, Ballack, Wai Ken 还有111的家人们Ken, Joe, Yoga, Silver, Angeny 和一班小基督 Andy, Joyce, Samson, Joseph, Joel, Michelle, Lissa, Mei Mei, Matthew 等人的样貌又出现在我脑海里~

我怀念我们一起在利物浦生活的日子~
Filla 们，虽然我们吵架，虽然我们有时不爽，但是我们都很照顾对方，我们都很帮助对方~ 我们每天忙着去Shopping, 然后买菜，煮饭，煲凉茶~ 甚至，我们疯狂的在宿舍玩，大喊大叫，讲讲是非~ 还一起对着窗口喊，又要怕被保安人员骂~ 每次都去图书馆print Yates的优惠卡，然后去享用我们汉堡包~ 记得美环吗？ 每次星期一都拉我们去Walk About?? 记得每次星期日晚上，都走一段路去Casino吃免费夜宵吗？ 还要每次用马来文去讲那些自私的中国，台湾及香港人？ 还记得我们在一去到伦敦怎样吗？我们就7个人拿着自己大行李，小行李及手提电脑在King Cross徘徊，找酒店~ 这段日子，我到现在都深深记得~ 我记得我们在利物浦，欧洲及伦敦的日子~ 我很想你们~

111的家人们~ 记得我们每次要轮流用厨房~ 记得我们玩很酒吗？喝到我吐到要死~ 还蛮想念有时你们在小吵架的画面~ 还记得住在我隔壁房的JoeJoe哥，每天唱歌，以为我听不到？哈哈~ 想念Yoga的妖气~ 想念他请我们吃的kari~ Silver and Angeny, 如果早一点认识你们，可能我们一起去欧洲及伦敦，那么可能感觉会更好~ 也没想过，人海茫茫，还能找到一位跟我同年，同月，同日出生的兄弟~ 虽然我们的升高差很远，但性格也差不多一样~ 这是多么的奇妙。我很想你们~

这是我们在这几个月的点滴，有兴趣的朋友可以观看。。
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGxfK-xCBX4


小基督们~ 你们还有去教会吗？ 不要忘记亲近神及服侍？
记得我们约好一起走路去教会，走路回来~ 特别是星期天，崇拜后，又要谈天，又赶着去买东西(怕关门了)~ 最感恩的是我们可以一起小组。一起敬拜，一起祷告，一起分享~
记得每次都听你们说很忙，很多功课~ 然后你们全部就很羡慕我，因为我是你们当中最得空的~ 其实忘记告诉你们，我Advanced Diploma的时候，也熬得很辛苦~ 用泪水熬过的~
记得我们一起去非洲嘉年华，每个人脸上跑去画不同的图案，然后还不断拍照~ 其实回到宿舍，我都不舍得擦掉~ 还有，我们在山顶录制贺年专辑？彩排，正式录制~ 好怀念啦~ 我真的很想你们~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KnBwcero3NY&feature=youtu.be


老实说，我没想过去到那边可以认识到你们，我一直认为就我们filla7人而已~ 我很感恩，你们都对我很好~ 我在想，如果时光可以回去的话，我一定会把时间排得好好，好让我们可以去多一点地方，一起浪费相机里的memory~ 但是，这一切都只能幻想？我只希望，我们大家珍惜这份友谊，有时间出来聚聚吧~

发泄

我讨厌自己！

我不明白为什么我这么多事？

我不明白为什么我要去帮别人做不是我份内事的事情？

我不明白为什么有什么事就会来找我帮忙？

做！做！做！多事去做！

做了还要给人批评！

做了还要给人讲！

人家不能或做不到就要想办法去补救！

人家不会，不想，不要，不能，不可以，不能够，不希望做的，

只是一句不会，不想，不要，不能，不可以，不能够，不希望。。就可以推到一干二净。。

讲了讲人家没讲~

写出来讲没看到~

忘记！不记得！来不及！最会用！

凡事为别人想想！

你有你的生活，难道我没有吗？

你很忙，难道我很得空吗？

你不会，难道我一生出来就会吗？

虽然有时是我的份内事，但是请你们也尽知己的本分~

我好累啊，生活总要面对这群人~

多么希望自己患上老人痴呆，什么都不用再烦！

发泄完了~ 

Valentine Gift

Today I went to Time Square with my friends.. Once we came down from our car, my phone dropped and a sound "pop"... Oppps, when i pick up and have a look, my heart very pain~ My baby stay with around one year only~ Sorry my dear baby, you had a bad darling~~

He Deng En Dian~

First blog of the year........

Praise the Lord, thank you Jesus for the precious grace~ I feel very thankful...

During the last Christmas, I lost my hard disk, I lost almost 500gb data, including my 5 years studies assignment, photos, videos, documents, and etc.. I make a police report and finally i get back.. But all mt data had been removed, I recover it and this charge me RM350.00~ Anywhere, it is a long story, but I can't share to details here... Anyway, Thanks God that i get it back..

2ndly, it is about my job.. After 1 year of being a teacher, I like this job even it is not an easy job.. At first, I can't get the course - Diploma Penguruan Lepas Ijazah - Sekolah Rendah, but finally i get it also.. I pray hard and ask God it is this is the way i should go, and I think it is... I'm now a teacher during school times and a student during school holiday.. Somehow, I'm mojoring in Bahasa Melayu (SJKC), wow.. It is a big challenge in my 2013~ Anywhere, I will work hard..

Thanks God for his amazing arrangement..

Praise God...