发泄

我讨厌自己！

我不明白为什么我这么多事？

我不明白为什么我要去帮别人做不是我份内事的事情？

我不明白为什么有什么事就会来找我帮忙？

做！做！做！多事去做！

做了还要给人批评！

做了还要给人讲！

人家不能或做不到就要想办法去补救！

人家不会，不想，不要，不能，不可以，不能够，不希望做的，

只是一句不会，不想，不要，不能，不可以，不能够，不希望。。就可以推到一干二净。。

讲了讲人家没讲~

写出来讲没看到~

忘记！不记得！来不及！最会用！

凡事为别人想想！

你有你的生活，难道我没有吗？

你很忙，难道我很得空吗？

你不会，难道我一生出来就会吗？

虽然有时是我的份内事，但是请你们也尽知己的本分~

我好累啊，生活总要面对这群人~

多么希望自己患上老人痴呆，什么都不用再烦！

发泄完了~ 

Valentine Gift

Today I went to Time Square with my friends.. Once we came down from our car, my phone dropped and a sound "pop"... Oppps, when i pick up and have a look, my heart very pain~ My baby stay with around one year only~ Sorry my dear baby, you had a bad darling~~

He Deng En Dian~

First blog of the year........

Praise the Lord, thank you Jesus for the precious grace~ I feel very thankful...

During the last Christmas, I lost my hard disk, I lost almost 500gb data, including my 5 years studies assignment, photos, videos, documents, and etc.. I make a police report and finally i get back.. But all mt data had been removed, I recover it and this charge me RM350.00~ Anywhere, it is a long story, but I can't share to details here... Anyway, Thanks God that i get it back..

2ndly, it is about my job.. After 1 year of being a teacher, I like this job even it is not an easy job.. At first, I can't get the course - Diploma Penguruan Lepas Ijazah - Sekolah Rendah, but finally i get it also.. I pray hard and ask God it is this is the way i should go, and I think it is... I'm now a teacher during school times and a student during school holiday.. Somehow, I'm mojoring in Bahasa Melayu (SJKC), wow.. It is a big challenge in my 2013~ Anywhere, I will work hard..

Thanks God for his amazing arrangement..

Praise God...

Not strong at all

Last time i mentioned that i get hurt~ It happened last month, about a month ago, I tot i oredi forget it and accept the truth.. I tot that i'm quite strong, BUT I'm wrong.... This few days i'm quite free, nothing to do at home~ The case keep appear on my mind, which i feel very very sad.. I still remember what my head told me, i feel very hurt and sad.. 

Other than that, I feel very helpless, I don't understand why always got quarrel among my gang? I don't why everyone can't tolerant, forgive and even love ur frens? How come always got people quarrel even unfriend with each others... I feel tired to become the middle person~ You say him or her what what, he or she say you what what.. Sometimes both saying different things? Who i'm going to believe? Who i'm going to help? Who i'm going to comfort? Who i'm going to friend? Please teach me how to do? I'm super tired to face this kind of problem.. Please be mature! 

Promise

Blog, thank you for your kindness, thank you for your patient to listen my heart~

Recently, I feel very weird, i dunno how to describe my feeling and i just feel like dunno how to face my life.... I get a very serious hurt in my career, i get a complaint which i don't think is a big case, but my record had spoiled.. My head hurt me so much which very hard for me to accept and face them.. In the other hand, i choose to continue my job.. I dunno this is a correct way or not, i just feel very helpless...

I heard many negative things in my areas which scared me a lots and I started to regret to promise my head to continue.. I really need God to help me and I really need to myself : LEE LE WEI, don't worried so much, God will always be with ME, be faith and believe in Him! Pray and be patient to wait~ LEE LE WEI All the Best!

Thank You Lord for your kindness grace, I'm proud to said I'm your child~ Because you give me hope and happiness, I promise will be strong to face this~

Wei~