Today is a special day in my life but it past like normal day. Is ok, never mind.. I am feeling blessed, at least some of my best friend still remember this day....
Today in 2012, the day i get complaint by some stupid.. She as a boss never listen to my explain and never help me at all.. I am very angry of her because I am still new that time... As a newcomer, I feel very disappointed that time.. Never mind, be positive and take it as a lesson..
I feel that I have not much friends in my life but I am grateful that I have some buddies in my life. They really help, guide, teach, advise, love, care and etc of me.. I am feeling blessed....
I hope that the coming year, I can pass this day with my lover.. hehe~
Monday, November 9, 2015
Tuesday, February 24, 2015
Le Wei's Working Life in 2014
Twenty Fourteen 2014 is a challenging and blessed year in my life.. Although it has some bad things happened but it is still some good things happened in my 2014..
In my working life....
2014 is the third year I worked as a teacher at SJK C Mun Choong, Jalan Ipoh, Kuala Lumpur. It is also the final year for me to complete my teacher training program (Diploma Perguruan Lepas Ijazah).. So I had my practicum from Mid of January to mid of April. During the period, it is very suffer and tired because I need to use at least two hours a day to prepare a lessons plan for my major subject Bahasa Malaysia and minor subject Sejarah. Its need a lots of idea and different teaching aids or teaching method. Although it is suffer and tired, I feel happy and proud because my supervisor and lecturer like and give a lots of praise words. I would like to thanks my colleagues and friends whose help me a lots during this period. Other than that, I want to thanks my students :
1N - Science
2J - Bahasa Malaysia
2U - Bahasa Inggeris
3N - Bahasa Malaysia
4J - Sejarah
5M - Muzik
sometimes they really make angry and naughty, but I still love them because they are not that worse. This is also the first year I'm teaching year 1 students! It is really challenging because they are really talkative and cannot sit diam diam. Through this whole year, I learned a lots from them and gained more experiences.
On end of November, I had been attend my DPLI (teacher training program)'s graduation. Finally, I end this course and I am still waiting for the letter to lantik me as a real teacher.
In my working life....
2014 is the third year I worked as a teacher at SJK C Mun Choong, Jalan Ipoh, Kuala Lumpur. It is also the final year for me to complete my teacher training program (Diploma Perguruan Lepas Ijazah).. So I had my practicum from Mid of January to mid of April. During the period, it is very suffer and tired because I need to use at least two hours a day to prepare a lessons plan for my major subject Bahasa Malaysia and minor subject Sejarah. Its need a lots of idea and different teaching aids or teaching method. Although it is suffer and tired, I feel happy and proud because my supervisor and lecturer like and give a lots of praise words. I would like to thanks my colleagues and friends whose help me a lots during this period. Other than that, I want to thanks my students :
1N - Science
2J - Bahasa Malaysia
2U - Bahasa Inggeris
3N - Bahasa Malaysia
4J - Sejarah
5M - Muzik
sometimes they really make angry and naughty, but I still love them because they are not that worse. This is also the first year I'm teaching year 1 students! It is really challenging because they are really talkative and cannot sit diam diam. Through this whole year, I learned a lots from them and gained more experiences.
On end of November, I had been attend my DPLI (teacher training program)'s graduation. Finally, I end this course and I am still waiting for the letter to lantik me as a real teacher.
Saturday, February 1, 2014
Monday, January 13, 2014
酸
人生必经之路，生，老，病，死~ 当然我们的生活也有甜的，有酸的，有咸的，有苦的，有辣的，有起，有落。
2014年的来临，又向三章迈进一步。
2014年的来临，又是新的尝试，新的挑战。
2014年的来临，又是很忙碌的一年。
2014年的来临，我也不知道会是怎样，只能告诉自己凡事依靠神，信靠神，顺服神。
在这2014年的第13天，我的心落泪，我的心很酸，很酸。。。
我有个学生的爸爸跳楼自杀。
*详情我也不确定，所以我不敢乱讲。
我不知道大人的问题是什么，我也不知道他的问题有多大，我更不知道他所面对的问题有多严重。我真的不知道！
但是我站在一位小学生立场来想，要回来学校上课是需要很大很大的勇气（已近一个星期没来上课）。我不敢想象天真可爱的同学会有什么反应，天真活泼的同学会问什么问题？我不敢想象他是否能承受这个重担？学校课本上的课题很多都在讲家庭，我真的不敢去想？无论如何我希望这个同学能坚强的为自己努力，为自己奋斗！X同学，李老师会支持你的，你一定要加油，加油，加油！
2014年的来临，又向三章迈进一步。
2014年的来临，又是新的尝试，新的挑战。
2014年的来临，又是很忙碌的一年。
2014年的来临，我也不知道会是怎样，只能告诉自己凡事依靠神，信靠神，顺服神。
在这2014年的第13天，我的心落泪，我的心很酸，很酸。。。
我有个学生的爸爸跳楼自杀。
*详情我也不确定，所以我不敢乱讲。
我不知道大人的问题是什么，我也不知道他的问题有多大，我更不知道他所面对的问题有多严重。我真的不知道！
但是我站在一位小学生立场来想，要回来学校上课是需要很大很大的勇气（已近一个星期没来上课）。我不敢想象天真可爱的同学会有什么反应，天真活泼的同学会问什么问题？我不敢想象他是否能承受这个重担？学校课本上的课题很多都在讲家庭，我真的不敢去想？无论如何我希望这个同学能坚强的为自己努力，为自己奋斗！X同学，李老师会支持你的，你一定要加油，加油，加油！
Wednesday, October 16, 2013
Working or Studying?
Working or studying?
I'm asking this question to myself.
I'm still remember an afternoon on January 2011, I was sitting for my Advanced Diploma's last exam paper. The day before, I was so suffering because I'm having my last exam paper which is Cyber Law the next day. A lots of stuff needed to memories, law, cases, example and so on. But I told myself, this is the last paper I sitting in my life, so I have to work hard to complete the exam, I promised myself not to resit this paper. Thanks and Praise the Lord, I passed.
Same as a night on August 2011, the day before I submitted my degree's final year project. I'm working so hard to do my FYP. I also told myself to work hard and put more effort, because this will be the last assignment in my life. I'm still remember, i keep on edit here and there which I hope I can scored well. In the end, I scored C+ for this subject. Even this is not a very good result, but I feel proud of myself, at least I tried my best and work so hard..
I taught my study life like doing assignments and sitting for exam were ended. BUT, I'm wrong. I choose to become a government's teacher. I need to attend class during the school holidays. I need to sit for exam and doing my homework during the school times.
So..
Am I working or studying?
I'm questioning to myself...
School works can't finish, rushing syllables, somemore the school's management arranged a lots of activity and talk in this times. How can I finish all my work?
Assignments come one by one. The subject haven start to teach but we need to start doing our homework...
If I can score well in this program (Teacher training program), I will call myself superman.. Haha..
Feel like assignments marathon now.. haha..
I'm not complaining anything. But I just need to tell myself, this is the way I choosed, I have to be responsible and try my best to complete the task. The most important thing is, I believed that God is with me all the times, Amen..
I'm asking this question to myself.
I'm still remember an afternoon on January 2011, I was sitting for my Advanced Diploma's last exam paper. The day before, I was so suffering because I'm having my last exam paper which is Cyber Law the next day. A lots of stuff needed to memories, law, cases, example and so on. But I told myself, this is the last paper I sitting in my life, so I have to work hard to complete the exam, I promised myself not to resit this paper. Thanks and Praise the Lord, I passed.
Same as a night on August 2011, the day before I submitted my degree's final year project. I'm working so hard to do my FYP. I also told myself to work hard and put more effort, because this will be the last assignment in my life. I'm still remember, i keep on edit here and there which I hope I can scored well. In the end, I scored C+ for this subject. Even this is not a very good result, but I feel proud of myself, at least I tried my best and work so hard..
I taught my study life like doing assignments and sitting for exam were ended. BUT, I'm wrong. I choose to become a government's teacher. I need to attend class during the school holidays. I need to sit for exam and doing my homework during the school times.
So..
Am I working or studying?
I'm questioning to myself...
School works can't finish, rushing syllables, somemore the school's management arranged a lots of activity and talk in this times. How can I finish all my work?
Assignments come one by one. The subject haven start to teach but we need to start doing our homework...
If I can score well in this program (Teacher training program), I will call myself superman.. Haha..
Feel like assignments marathon now.. haha..
I'm not complaining anything. But I just need to tell myself, this is the way I choosed, I have to be responsible and try my best to complete the task. The most important thing is, I believed that God is with me all the times, Amen..
Monday, April 1, 2013
1st Quarter of 2013
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| CeYon, CeRou, Aunt, Myself, LeKai and Olivia |
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| Family potrait shoot before my cousin going back UK |
2nd day of the year, It is a brand new year.. School Opening~
My 2nd year teaching life start ~ It is a very challenging life..
Teaching Bahasa Malaysia, Bahasa Inggeris and Pendidikan Jasmani~
Wow, all the best to my students~ hahaha
7-10 January 2013,
Back to student life..
Majoring in Pengajian Bahasa Melayu (SJKC) at Institut Pendidikan Guru Kampus Pendidikan Teknik, Bandar Enstek...
26 January 2013,
Himpunan Guru Muda 1 Malaysia,
I'm very lucky and selected by school's management.. I have choosed to this event...
10-24 February 2013,
Ulala Chinese New Year 2013~
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| Lou Sang during Reunion Dinner |
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| Family Potrait |
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| Cousins with Grandma |
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| Visiting to Grandpa's palce |
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| Malacca with family members |
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| 2013's ang paus~ |
19-21 March 2013,
These 3 days, my school having volleyball competition among class..
I'm one of the teacher who in-charge of volleyball.. So, I have duty during 20 and 21 March..
This is my very 1st times to become judge in sports~ haha, thanks to other teachers and my students who helped me a lots in this..
23 March 2013,
A mini gathering with my uni friends..
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| JoeJoe, XiuQ, Ballack, ChiKit and Myself |
Last week of the March 2013,
This is a holiday weeks, but I have no holidays, because I need to attend my teacher training class..
This times really back to studies life, we having our class 8 hours per day (From Monday to Saturday)..
Such a tiring week..
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| Student ID |
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| My Classmates 3 guys of of 29~ |
Such a meaningful day that the last day of 1st quarter of the year 2013 end with Easter Sunday~
The day we remember the risen of our Lord Jesus Cross~
This day, as usual.. I went to church for service~
After that, we went to park for celebration with the church kids and youths..
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Time Flies
When I saw Sheimy's wedding photos, I recall back my diploma life~ It was so memorable.. My diploma times, from 2006 to 2008, It is about 7 years ago.. Wow, we are getting mature~
When I watching back all the old photos, Wow, I'm so slim at the moment.. But now, haiz.. Keep eating and lazy to do exercises.. My body become very "fit".. hahaha...
Still remember we rushing our assignments? Recording videos, sounds? Doing websites, design, flash and etc.. Wow, such a memorable times.. Having our brunch, lunch, tea times during our break times? walk here and there in the college.. Even go to K during our break and rush back to class.. BUT now, all this life was become history, we can just store it in our mind and even wrote down in our diary... Everyone was steeping to the social university.. Some even more high tag, Social University in Singapore~
I believe everyone of us are praying hard or wishing to go back to the moment, BUT, it will not happen anymore, we can only dream it.. Last times during studies times, we wish to work, BUT now when working, we wish to go back studies times? This is human~ It is normal, when you never touch the things, you never know the feeling~ Friends, lets work hard in our career.. Lets wait for our reunion bah~
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| DML U2, Diploma in Multimedia Design, tutorial group U2 |
When I watching back all the old photos, Wow, I'm so slim at the moment.. But now, haiz.. Keep eating and lazy to do exercises.. My body become very "fit".. hahaha...
Still remember we rushing our assignments? Recording videos, sounds? Doing websites, design, flash and etc.. Wow, such a memorable times.. Having our brunch, lunch, tea times during our break times? walk here and there in the college.. Even go to K during our break and rush back to class.. BUT now, all this life was become history, we can just store it in our mind and even wrote down in our diary... Everyone was steeping to the social university.. Some even more high tag, Social University in Singapore~
I believe everyone of us are praying hard or wishing to go back to the moment, BUT, it will not happen anymore, we can only dream it.. Last times during studies times, we wish to work, BUT now when working, we wish to go back studies times? This is human~ It is normal, when you never touch the things, you never know the feeling~ Friends, lets work hard in our career.. Lets wait for our reunion bah~
Thursday, March 14, 2013
21世纪的家长
在过多一个月多，我就在民众华小服务一年了~ 回想起这一年在民众的生活，我觉得自己成长了不少，成熟了，懂事了，明白做工的困难及烦恼~
以前，我总是认为打学生，骂学生是应该的，因为他们这班小瓜就是会惹老师们生气。那里知道，打学生也会带给自己伤害。家长们无理得到校吵闹，校方的不体谅等等，这些都让我有想放弃的源头。但是，我从失败，从责备中勇敢站起来。现在，我不敢处罚学生，甚至也不想打学生，因为我也很怕将来的老师乱乱处罚或鞭打我的孩子，我也很怕面对野蛮的家长~ 或许，我是怕死吧，所以经常都以讲道理的方式处理。记得，以前有位副校长告诉我，一个成功的老师，不是你以你的威严让学怕你，在班很安静，可也准时交上；而是，学生把你当成朋友一样看待，大事，小事，有事，没事都向你报告，很爱上你的课。我想我不知道要等到几时才成功作为一位成功的教育工作者。
学生！我觉得现在的学生都很无辜。每当在教关于家庭或家人的课时，都有学生告诉我说他们的父母亲已经离婚，不然就是没有时间陪伴他们。我听了我也不知道要怎样回应他们。婚姻对于我来说是个很神圣的一件事情。一旦选择在一起生活，就是一生一世~ 我不明白为什么现在的人可以乱乱来？生了不理，结了就离~ 请问你们有没为孩子想想？如果将来的孩子都以你们这些家长为榜样，我真的不敢想象10年后的世界会变成怎样。
无知的人啊，醒醒啦~ 想清楚才决定做好事不做，世界会更美好~
以前，我总是认为打学生，骂学生是应该的，因为他们这班小瓜就是会惹老师们生气。那里知道，打学生也会带给自己伤害。家长们无理得到校吵闹，校方的不体谅等等，这些都让我有想放弃的源头。但是，我从失败，从责备中勇敢站起来。现在，我不敢处罚学生，甚至也不想打学生，因为我也很怕将来的老师乱乱处罚或鞭打我的孩子，我也很怕面对野蛮的家长~ 或许，我是怕死吧，所以经常都以讲道理的方式处理。记得，以前有位副校长告诉我，一个成功的老师，不是你以你的威严让学怕你，在班很安静，可也准时交上；而是，学生把你当成朋友一样看待，大事，小事，有事，没事都向你报告，很爱上你的课。我想我不知道要等到几时才成功作为一位成功的教育工作者。
学生！我觉得现在的学生都很无辜。每当在教关于家庭或家人的课时，都有学生告诉我说他们的父母亲已经离婚，不然就是没有时间陪伴他们。我听了我也不知道要怎样回应他们。婚姻对于我来说是个很神圣的一件事情。一旦选择在一起生活，就是一生一世~ 我不明白为什么现在的人可以乱乱来？生了不理，结了就离~ 请问你们有没为孩子想想？如果将来的孩子都以你们这些家长为榜样，我真的不敢想象10年后的世界会变成怎样。
无知的人啊，醒醒啦~ 想清楚才决定做好事不做，世界会更美好~
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
Matta Fair的故事
最近常看见Matta Fair的宣传~ 飞机票的小折扣，大折扣~
我亲爱的Filla们 Chi Kit, Yong Jun, Ivy, Xiu Qiu, Ballack, Wai Ken 还有111的家人们Ken, Joe, Yoga, Silver, Angeny 和一班小基督 Andy, Joyce, Samson, Joseph, Joel, Michelle, Lissa, Mei Mei, Matthew 等人的样貌又出现在我脑海里~
我怀念我们一起在利物浦生活的日子~
Filla 们，虽然我们吵架，虽然我们有时不爽，但是我们都很照顾对方，我们都很帮助对方~ 我们每天忙着去Shopping, 然后买菜，煮饭，煲凉茶~ 甚至，我们疯狂的在宿舍玩，大喊大叫，讲讲是非~ 还一起对着窗口喊，又要怕被保安人员骂~ 每次都去图书馆print Yates的优惠卡，然后去享用我们汉堡包~ 记得美环吗？ 每次星期一都拉我们去Walk About?? 记得每次星期日晚上，都走一段路去Casino吃免费夜宵吗？ 还要每次用马来文去讲那些自私的中国，台湾及香港人？ 还记得我们在一去到伦敦怎样吗？我们就7个人拿着自己大行李，小行李及手提电脑在King Cross徘徊，找酒店~ 这段日子，我到现在都深深记得~ 我记得我们在利物浦，欧洲及伦敦的日子~ 我很想你们~
111的家人们~ 记得我们每次要轮流用厨房~ 记得我们玩很酒吗？喝到我吐到要死~ 还蛮想念有时你们在小吵架的画面~ 还记得住在我隔壁房的JoeJoe哥，每天唱歌，以为我听不到？哈哈~ 想念Yoga的妖气~ 想念他请我们吃的kari~ Silver and Angeny, 如果早一点认识你们，可能我们一起去欧洲及伦敦，那么可能感觉会更好~ 也没想过，人海茫茫，还能找到一位跟我同年，同月，同日出生的兄弟~ 虽然我们的升高差很远，但性格也差不多一样~ 这是多么的奇妙。我很想你们~
这是我们在这几个月的点滴，有兴趣的朋友可以观看。。
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGxfK-xCBX4
小基督们~ 你们还有去教会吗？ 不要忘记亲近神及服侍？
记得我们约好一起走路去教会，走路回来~ 特别是星期天，崇拜后，又要谈天，又赶着去买东西(怕关门了)~ 最感恩的是我们可以一起小组。一起敬拜，一起祷告，一起分享~
记得每次都听你们说很忙，很多功课~ 然后你们全部就很羡慕我，因为我是你们当中最得空的~ 其实忘记告诉你们，我Advanced Diploma的时候，也熬得很辛苦~ 用泪水熬过的~
记得我们一起去非洲嘉年华，每个人脸上跑去画不同的图案，然后还不断拍照~ 其实回到宿舍，我都不舍得擦掉~ 还有，我们在山顶录制贺年专辑？彩排，正式录制~ 好怀念啦~ 我真的很想你们~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KnBwcero3NY&feature=youtu.be
老实说，我没想过去到那边可以认识到你们，我一直认为就我们filla7人而已~ 我很感恩，你们都对我很好~ 我在想，如果时光可以回去的话，我一定会把时间排得好好，好让我们可以去多一点地方，一起浪费相机里的memory~ 但是，这一切都只能幻想？我只希望，我们大家珍惜这份友谊，有时间出来聚聚吧~
Friday, February 15, 2013
发泄
我讨厌自己！
我不明白为什么我这么多事？
我不明白为什么我要去帮别人做不是我份内事的事情？
我不明白为什么有什么事就会来找我帮忙？
做！做！做！多事去做！
做了还要给人批评！
做了还要给人讲！
人家不能或做不到就要想办法去补救！
人家不会，不想，不要，不能，不可以，不能够，不希望做的，
只是一句不会，不想，不要，不能，不可以，不能够，不希望。。就可以推到一干二净。。
讲了讲人家没讲~
写出来讲没看到~
忘记！不记得！来不及！最会用！
凡事为别人想想！
你有你的生活，难道我没有吗？
你很忙，难道我很得空吗？
你不会，难道我一生出来就会吗？
虽然有时是我的份内事，但是请你们也尽知己的本分~
我好累啊，生活总要面对这群人~
多么希望自己患上老人痴呆，什么都不用再烦！
发泄完了~
Thursday, February 14, 2013
Valentine Gift
Thursday, January 10, 2013
He Deng En Dian~
First blog of the year........
Praise the Lord, thank you Jesus for the precious grace~ I feel very thankful...
During the last Christmas, I lost my hard disk, I lost almost 500gb data, including my 5 years studies assignment, photos, videos, documents, and etc.. I make a police report and finally i get back.. But all mt data had been removed, I recover it and this charge me RM350.00~ Anywhere, it is a long story, but I can't share to details here... Anyway, Thanks God that i get it back..
2ndly, it is about my job.. After 1 year of being a teacher, I like this job even it is not an easy job.. At first, I can't get the course - Diploma Penguruan Lepas Ijazah - Sekolah Rendah, but finally i get it also.. I pray hard and ask God it is this is the way i should go, and I think it is... I'm now a teacher during school times and a student during school holiday.. Somehow, I'm mojoring in Bahasa Melayu (SJKC), wow.. It is a big challenge in my 2013~ Anywhere, I will work hard..
Thanks God for his amazing arrangement..
Praise God...
Praise the Lord, thank you Jesus for the precious grace~ I feel very thankful...
During the last Christmas, I lost my hard disk, I lost almost 500gb data, including my 5 years studies assignment, photos, videos, documents, and etc.. I make a police report and finally i get back.. But all mt data had been removed, I recover it and this charge me RM350.00~ Anywhere, it is a long story, but I can't share to details here... Anyway, Thanks God that i get it back..
2ndly, it is about my job.. After 1 year of being a teacher, I like this job even it is not an easy job.. At first, I can't get the course - Diploma Penguruan Lepas Ijazah - Sekolah Rendah, but finally i get it also.. I pray hard and ask God it is this is the way i should go, and I think it is... I'm now a teacher during school times and a student during school holiday.. Somehow, I'm mojoring in Bahasa Melayu (SJKC), wow.. It is a big challenge in my 2013~ Anywhere, I will work hard..
Thanks God for his amazing arrangement..
Praise God...
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Not strong at all
Last time i mentioned that i get hurt~ It happened last month, about a month ago, I tot i oredi forget it and accept the truth.. I tot that i'm quite strong, BUT I'm wrong.... This few days i'm quite free, nothing to do at home~ The case keep appear on my mind, which i feel very very sad.. I still remember what my head told me, i feel very hurt and sad..
Other than that, I feel very helpless, I don't understand why always got quarrel among my gang? I don't why everyone can't tolerant, forgive and even love ur frens? How come always got people quarrel even unfriend with each others... I feel tired to become the middle person~ You say him or her what what, he or she say you what what.. Sometimes both saying different things? Who i'm going to believe? Who i'm going to help? Who i'm going to comfort? Who i'm going to friend? Please teach me how to do? I'm super tired to face this kind of problem.. Please be mature!
Other than that, I feel very helpless, I don't understand why always got quarrel among my gang? I don't why everyone can't tolerant, forgive and even love ur frens? How come always got people quarrel even unfriend with each others... I feel tired to become the middle person~ You say him or her what what, he or she say you what what.. Sometimes both saying different things? Who i'm going to believe? Who i'm going to help? Who i'm going to comfort? Who i'm going to friend? Please teach me how to do? I'm super tired to face this kind of problem.. Please be mature!
Friday, November 23, 2012
Promise
Blog, thank you for your kindness, thank you for your patient to listen my heart~
Recently, I feel very weird, i dunno how to describe my feeling and i just feel like dunno how to face my life.... I get a very serious hurt in my career, i get a complaint which i don't think is a big case, but my record had spoiled.. My head hurt me so much which very hard for me to accept and face them.. In the other hand, i choose to continue my job.. I dunno this is a correct way or not, i just feel very helpless...
I heard many negative things in my areas which scared me a lots and I started to regret to promise my head to continue.. I really need God to help me and I really need to myself : LEE LE WEI, don't worried so much, God will always be with ME, be faith and believe in Him! Pray and be patient to wait~ LEE LE WEI All the Best!
Thank You Lord for your kindness grace, I'm proud to said I'm your child~ Because you give me hope and happiness, I promise will be strong to face this~
Wei~
Recently, I feel very weird, i dunno how to describe my feeling and i just feel like dunno how to face my life.... I get a very serious hurt in my career, i get a complaint which i don't think is a big case, but my record had spoiled.. My head hurt me so much which very hard for me to accept and face them.. In the other hand, i choose to continue my job.. I dunno this is a correct way or not, i just feel very helpless...
I heard many negative things in my areas which scared me a lots and I started to regret to promise my head to continue.. I really need God to help me and I really need to myself : LEE LE WEI, don't worried so much, God will always be with ME, be faith and believe in Him! Pray and be patient to wait~ LEE LE WEI All the Best!
Thank You Lord for your kindness grace, I'm proud to said I'm your child~ Because you give me hope and happiness, I promise will be strong to face this~
Wei~
Thursday, November 8, 2012
Speechless
School holiday coming soon.. Students become more lazy and their attitude are getting more worst.. In the other hand, teachers are busying to settle all the things before the holiday~ Same to me, I'm working hard finish my work and then go for my holidays..
I was so angry today.. I'm asking my students to sit down quietly and do their works and I was busying failing students stuff to their individual file.. A kid keep going here and there, he did not do his work.. I was very angry and bit his hand.. During the times, I was thinking am i going to kena shoot by the parents?
Yes...
My sens was true~ The parents really come and shoot me.. (a colleague inform me).....
Speechless and I dunno how to face this problem~
Pray hard that I'm safe tmr!!
Sunday, November 4, 2012
4 Nov 12
Few days ago, my friend told me that he read my blog.. Wow, I was so surprised, i tot no one will be that free to read my blog.. Due to this reason, my blogging mood coming back.. haha
I already become a teacher about 10 months.. I can said it is not easy to become a teacher, it is super difficult to become a good teacher.. Many tot that teacher is a very easy job, at 1st i also think that.. BUT, it is NOT.. Besides marking and teaching, it were many paper works... My class end around 2pm, but i came back home about 4pm or 5pm.. Many ppl think that i'm going to enjoy or relax myself, but i can tell u, i'm OTing at school.. I can't imagine that if i'm a full time teacher, what my life is going to be........ God ar! Guide me and Lead my way..
Secondly, I'm still very miss my Liverpool life~ I miss my room, my kitchen, my friends, my housemates, my church, my shopping place...... Times pass very fast, oredi 1 year ago, oredi list on the history~ Can the times return back?? haha...
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Questioning?
I'm questioning myself, do i need to quite my job as a teacher now? I really found that I don't know how to control those little evil.. Most of them are not naughty, but they are only noisy and like to disturb others.. Some of them really put me at a side, I can feel that they dislike me... Not listening to me at all....... I get hurt.... Some of them said i'm boring, some of them said i'm not good at all, i'm fierce, i'm crazy... As i know, it is not easy to be a teacher, especially a good teacher... But i'm trying my best, but seems like I'm making wrong decision to choose the education field as my career.. BUT i really wish to continue in this area....
I can only said that is my own fault.. I don't know how to control the class, don't know how to use the funny way to teach, don't know how to communicate with them and etc.. I should pray hard and ask God, it is this is my way or got another better way are waiting for me~
I can only said that is my own fault.. I don't know how to control the class, don't know how to use the funny way to teach, don't know how to communicate with them and etc.. I should pray hard and ask God, it is this is my way or got another better way are waiting for me~
Monday, July 2, 2012
忘不了~忘不了
忘不了~ 真是忘不了一年前在利物浦的日子。一早睡醒就忙着准备吃早餐及准备好午餐带去学校。然后就与朋友集合，一起从宿舍走路去学校。上课时等午餐时间，午餐后的上课等放学。放学后，忙着到市中心逛逛及购买晚餐所需要的东西。回到宿舍后就忙着准备晚餐，然后一起享用大家的杰作。后，便一起交流，玩玩！最后才有自己的私人空间。。好“充实”的日子。。
Yong Jun 六月，Chi Kit 七月，Ivy 美环，Xiu Qiu 秀裘，Sidney Wai Ken, Ballack... 你们还好吗？有想念我们一起过的日子吗？ 我好想你们啊。。
Ken, Joe, Yoga.. 我的同屋主，你们还好吗？
Silver, Angeny, Hui Min, Qiu Min and Etc... 还好吗？
Joseph, Joel, Joyce, Samson, Mei Mei, Andy, Matthew, Lissa, Michelle and etc... 你们又如何？还记得我们一起走路去教会吗？一起参加崇拜及团契？非常怀念我们每次挤在Samson的房里一起赞美，分享及祷告。。愿我们持续在这边仰望及侍奉我们的神~
Yong Jun 六月，Chi Kit 七月，Ivy 美环，Xiu Qiu 秀裘，Sidney Wai Ken, Ballack... 你们还好吗？有想念我们一起过的日子吗？ 我好想你们啊。。
Ken, Joe, Yoga.. 我的同屋主，你们还好吗？
Silver, Angeny, Hui Min, Qiu Min and Etc... 还好吗？
Joseph, Joel, Joyce, Samson, Mei Mei, Andy, Matthew, Lissa, Michelle and etc... 你们又如何？还记得我们一起走路去教会吗？一起参加崇拜及团契？非常怀念我们每次挤在Samson的房里一起赞美，分享及祷告。。愿我们持续在这边仰望及侍奉我们的神~
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Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Complaint
How come everyone like to complaint? How come we can't stand on people side and think for him or her? Even a small kids also like to complaint here and there...
Sometimes I'm questioning God, how come my life so ups and downs/trouble.. Everyone like to complaint me and talk about my mistakes.. I know that when you talk about my mistakes, i can improve... But i need some true praise words.... I'm very tired to listen those bad things about me........
Can you guys stand at my view and think for me? Please be grateful before you complain.. I know that i'm not a perfect people BUT i'm trying my best to do everything! Stop complaining me please~~ I'm very tired! I'm very sad....... God pls help me, I know you are testing me.. Evil are around me~ Sorry God! Sorry God, I'm complaining You..... I really need your help to gain my faith to trust more and more......
Sometimes I'm questioning God, how come my life so ups and downs/trouble.. Everyone like to complaint me and talk about my mistakes.. I know that when you talk about my mistakes, i can improve... But i need some true praise words.... I'm very tired to listen those bad things about me........
Can you guys stand at my view and think for me? Please be grateful before you complain.. I know that i'm not a perfect people BUT i'm trying my best to do everything! Stop complaining me please~~ I'm very tired! I'm very sad....... God pls help me, I know you are testing me.. Evil are around me~ Sorry God! Sorry God, I'm complaining You..... I really need your help to gain my faith to trust more and more......
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
2012 New Life
Such a long time, i did not update my blog.. I guess nowadays nobody will be that free to sitting infront the pc to share their daily life and i guess nowadays people are Fbing more than blogging.. I guess no one will be reading this blog.. I'm just write for fun! hahaha...
2011 is a very memorable years in my life.. I did go to Liverpool for my three months studies and around two months travel around Europe~ I miss the moment very much~
However, 2012 is a very challenging year in my life... I entered Social University started my work for around 6 months already~ I'm now a government worker, a temporary at SJK (C) Mun Choong.. Everyday facing those "Small Evil".. haha... Now i only realize, the job physically looking very good.. It is just a half day job and go in to class teach then end of a day job.. BUT, it is also quite suffer... Wake up early in the morning, when u enter the class, no matter how tired you are, you won't feel sleepy at all because those "small evil" will let you shock and give you some "surprise".... haha... Every class also need shout shout shout, bark bark bark, like a dog.. haha... Besides that, there are also many paper work... The most important thing is you have to face some very trouble parents.. Little small case then come and complain here and there...... As a conclusion, don't think that teacher is an easy job...........
I have to say a million SORRY to my previous teachers and lecturers... Now i only understand it is not easy to become a teacher... Thanks too all my teachers and lecturers for your teaching~~
2011 is a very memorable years in my life.. I did go to Liverpool for my three months studies and around two months travel around Europe~ I miss the moment very much~
However, 2012 is a very challenging year in my life... I entered Social University started my work for around 6 months already~ I'm now a government worker, a temporary at SJK (C) Mun Choong.. Everyday facing those "Small Evil".. haha... Now i only realize, the job physically looking very good.. It is just a half day job and go in to class teach then end of a day job.. BUT, it is also quite suffer... Wake up early in the morning, when u enter the class, no matter how tired you are, you won't feel sleepy at all because those "small evil" will let you shock and give you some "surprise".... haha... Every class also need shout shout shout, bark bark bark, like a dog.. haha... Besides that, there are also many paper work... The most important thing is you have to face some very trouble parents.. Little small case then come and complain here and there...... As a conclusion, don't think that teacher is an easy job...........
I have to say a million SORRY to my previous teachers and lecturers... Now i only understand it is not easy to become a teacher... Thanks too all my teachers and lecturers for your teaching~~
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